Log: 07-17-07

Thirty minutes before the war started, we were all at the BCC. Anticipating a good fight, as each one of the guild gather around. Aedian called out to our guild mates to join the war since our beloved archon is Cipheron, I was excited to be in his party.

The war was very exciting again as Cipheron gave out the command. The tactics? It was brilliant to say the least and for lacking of a better term. I was thrilled and even if I should have already be sleeping at that time, it was as if my adrenaline does not want to be turned off.


I loved the party set up. Three soul chandra under his command. If one died, one of us will recall. Khengs never left Cipheron's side while Milarka and I were the back up support.

I am actually grateful to Aedian for sacrificing himself just to let me survive from the Corites' retaliation. I almost got pinned by them and luckily I was not too occupied and no one had the chance to cast entangle onto me. Northlight, one of the best scouts I know, gave us quick news on the enemies movement and we had enough time to counter those attacks.

After an hour, we won and Cipheron was the CB. Kheng and I came running behind Cipheron trying to keep him alive. The Accretians caught Kheng and I stopped to support him letting Cipheron get away. Luckily, Milarka ran out first to recall Cipheron to deliver the chip. We finally delivered the chip and that ends the war.

Within the core, I had sometime to have a talk with the other soldiers and heard that there were two Brown MAUs fighting at the CCC. When I heard about it, I was thrilled and gave much respect to them. Kudos to those two. And I hope I would hear from them soon. I'd be glad to help them in any way except for money and item. haha. Tell me who you are and if I'm in a good mood while leveling I might ask you to join me. Although, I do hope that no poser would attempt to claim the rumor, or they will be damned by me.

Five minutes later at the core, Ays made attempts to enter and have kick out of HSK.

He tried to enter the core four times before I left. I can say, he's quite fun.

War and Alliances

Every 9pm CW schedule is a free-for-all war. Last night's war was some what exciting. It was JeanLuc's command that made a lot of soldiers to participate. I was actually thrilled that most of them did not back out or ported out when we were being pushed. It may not be as much as I have seen from the old days, but it was fun as hell and I even got a kill. This was the most exciting time because it's a "full house" in the guild that night.

The war lasted for about forty five minutes or less, I wasn't paying attention to the time because I was having fun already. Trying to keep my party alive (myself included), I fear that my computer will fail me one of these days. I'm abusing it too much. Every weekend, I would not turn off my computer and leave my character standing somewhere in HQ or in Solus while I am asleep.

After the war, we went on a raid at 213. There was Pinka, Iroqouis, Krallis, Aedian, Pepot, Me and Xef. It was funny because my boyfriend (Krallis) kept reminding me just to debuff support. I often forget that I'm the only Soul Chandra now in the guild that is active.


While running around 213, we bumped onto Ays (the Acretian archon) and we had a picture taking and our raid turned into some thing like anti-raid against corites who were around the area. It was all good.

Taunt

Funny how some Accretians would try to taunt us at the gate in the Bellato Wharf.

"JhunTheDragoon" - The accretian that I once feared when I was still a low leveled ranking in the Federation. As I would often encounter him at Solus, I am no longer afraid. Still, here at the wharf all he could do is taunt me from coming out but I do not want so since he is just abusing the blind spot of the guard tower.

In the Field of Battle

I rarely go on raids anymore ever since my skills have been limited but some unknown force. In replacement of my thirst for blood, I stay within Solus to wait for calls to repel the area.



At the UMT, me and two of my guild mates started on our patrol and there we waited as I pointed out where to go.

Bellato's Pride

I felt really proud to see such organized preparation for the Chip war.

When Duty Calls

..there will be sacrifices.

I've come back to my own guild after a long designated task to fullfil with the MISTAH. I've been away from Mistah only a day but I've spent two months in that Guild and it feels like I've been there from the start. I grew fond of them as they grew fond of me as well...though I have to go back to HolyOrder. I can't say that I do not miss them at all, I would be lying if I did. And to some extent, I let my younger brother Neuchi to replace my position in Mistah and just relay any information I need from them.

There may be a lot of questions lurking around as to why am I back in HolyOrder and why I left in the first place. For that, I will not explain myself to everyone... I had a task and that is all. I heard rumors that people thought I came from Dreadnought. I was flushed upon hearing that, though I do not doubt the Dreadnought's formidable reputation I have respect for them. Though, I've never been in their guild.

The Aurora

The mist that mixed with the light upon the sky
Clear sky in mystic blue... where has my heart gone to?
I could usually appreciate their beauty of them all every detail and every thing. Though, now I can only wonder. Where am I? What am I? The consitency of my mind is breaking. My heart is now trying to control everything.

I wasn't like this... I shouldn't be like this.. yet... I am.

Background and Origin

Two decades ago, a certain corite named Axelia that wanted to make amends from her misdeeds and wishes to live a longer life for she has fallen in-love with a Bellato. Dammed for what Axelia has become, bearing a child within her as the father was not from her own kind. The moment that the child was born, Axelia could not bare the threat of her race. She was forced to leave her by the steps of Sette Highlands near the Bellato Portal or perish from by the hands of her fellow race.

The child was taken by the high mystic of the Bellato Federation the moment she saw the Corite begging for help. In the hopes that the child's fate will not be revealed but only a few will remember, this gave her the name Neoma Reiko.

Neoma raised as a noble one under the influence of her mother. Naomi Reiko - a mystic living outside Novus. On Neoma's fourteenth year, her mother asked her to go forth to the academy and seek out her true being. Along her journey, she was lost in Sette Desert as she came across other races who wanted to kill her. She ran inside the ruins when she saw a lady driver sitting at the corner. Upon meeting, the lady driver knew already what was going on and quickly took over the situation as Neoma hid behind the Massive Assault Unit that stood closely. The other races saw the driver and didn't intend to continue their pursuit. It was a quick resolution as the lady driver introduced herself as Aeloria Freay. From the last name Neoma recognized as one of her relative they are distant cousins. From then on, Aeloria cared for her and introduced her to the HolyOrder guild.

A few years later, her mother informed that she was only adopted. There is no blood relation between Aeloria. This made her somewhat detached. She may be an easy-going type but she takes responsibility and do what is the right thing to do. This does not make her a saint, since she's only a regular soldier in the Federation after all. But she makes a trustworthy person and she is loyal to her comrades and/or team mates if they would do the same. Loyal to the Federation, although, there is a distinction between loyalty and being 'fanatic'. She prefer her own company or that of close friends and family. She is wise and knows how to treasure the reliable in her life. She knows that popularity can be a false element. Not that big on taking risks and prefer what is already there. That is because she doesn't like surprises, they can turn out bad and then she won't be in control.

Training at Numerous

My first day on training at Numerous Stockade. Sir Beleron was kind enough to be my trainer at the corite's area called Numerous Stockade. It was hard for me, I couldn't pass the test and while waiting for my chance a male corite sat next to me. He was kind of cute although, I just couldn't understand what he is saying. I guess it will never turn out good in the long run if I ever decide to date anyone outside my race.

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On the side matter, my publication is going down. There's no writers who wants to submit anything. A poem? a lyric? a ballad? a sonnet? (heh) Anything?!

A Nightmare

In darkness of the night
A driving desire runs through me
A parching thirst that will never be quenched
Just as the dawn peaks through,
Your blood is the one I seek;
you are my prey
And in the daylight hours, consuming my every thought
Your face is in my mind, until I fall asleep at night
Then the cycle begins, all over again...

I had a dream... a dream so horrifying that I can't erase from my thoughts. I've been bothered with a lot of thoughts and now my subconsious mind is making me see things. I had a dream that the enemies will get to me and will turn me into one of them. This is what I fear most. What do I have to do to get this out of my mind?

Destination: 0500 ACC

I've been sneeking out of battle almost everytime they call...eversince I've started the Anacaade Tattler, but not this time. No, sir! I joined in the battle between the other races. Being part of the Bellato race, it's really hard to maintain my sanity. Both Corites and Accretians flock at our gates almost every now and then.

But I, being poor, have only my dreams. I have spread my dreams under your feet. Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

This day, we were too few but we manage to win the war and that is thanks to Shiv. I now have seen his ability to lead and I am proud to say that I am glad that he is in the guild.

Ether Ship Control Room

It was my first time to travel away from my place. This journalism is really hard for me, but then it's really fun to do. It keeps my mind away from too much thinking. heh. I guess this is my therapy of some sort. Alas, my heart's been stolen once again...and I don't know if I can find peace.

On the ship, I've been traveling to and fro looking for a place to rest. When someone who is from the ANTIUM faction came up to me. He was really rude asking if I was a girl. I may act like a tomboy at times but if I didn't know better, I'd think it was an insult. I didn't think that Railshark (Rail) was also onboard and he approached me when I starting to feel irritated with that guy...who's codename is "PerfectDriver" (PD).

PD suddenly asked if Rail is my boyfriend. Furious - I almost became. Having feel the rush of impetuosity...the only thing that I could say was, "No." heh

"I'm her body guard," Rail quickly said as he engaged into the conversation. From that moment, Rail quickly asked me to come to the casino and so we left in a hurry without dismissing the ongoing talks.

PD followed us after a few seconds, which makes me wonder why. Rail asked PD as he's already stating the obvious, "Perfect, arw you following us?"

"Yes, why?" PerfectDriver answered as he stood only a foot away from Rail.

"I should be asking that question," Rail started to raise his voice as he tries to take control of the situation.

"No, I should be the one asking since you asked me first," trying to reverse the situation PerfectDriver uttered and suddenly laughed.

I wanted to slap my forehead at the time but instead I just raised an eyebrow. Fortunately, the Cartella ship exactly geared in position at the Bellato Wharf platform. I slightly hailed at Rail for us to ride off the ship and that's the last time I saw PerfectDriver.

It may seem unethical to think I will not be able to encounter him anymore but he's still a fellow soldier, I cannot let anger take over me. Tho, I do not wish to engaged in that kind of conversation again.